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leaving Miri:
1)i wonder how's my mood? not being depress but not really feeling happy or anything..anyhow i'm going with my family members..just that someone disappoint me..i never think that "they" will ever wish me luck or anything..but not even a goodbye is way too much

2)however, i guess i should be satisfy..i have my friends with me, friends that have been with me through thick and thin..friends that i expected(school buddies) and not expected(jilly, kim and aunty and uncle lu)..and basically, i'm quite shock..i've known yu ling for 5 years only..but apparently she sent me a message just now, wishing me luck and everything..it's quite touching you know..anyway, for yu ling's knowledge, i never regret to have her as my first friend in st.co

3)i dont really know what's gonna happen next..friends saying that i'm glad to have everything planned ahead..yeah, i'm glad too..but somehow, planning too far ahead is not my personality(since if i planned everything ahead, i get nervous easily), like planning on working, schools, food, clothes, living places and everything..if possible, i dont want to use even my sis' money, so what's actually gonna be ahead of me, i really dont know, so then should i be glad that i planned everything? but not everything that has been planned will go smoothly according to my plan, so what's gonna happen next?

4)my luggages' a big problem to me, packed fully since my sis has the experience and i bring everything needed in one go..so my luggages really give me a headache, just by thinking which one fit into which luggage annoys me (and that's actually the reason why i wouldn't want to pack my luggages earlier)..it's annoying..i prefer to have the headache once-go then to drag my headache day to day..haha


anyway, i dont plan on giving up since i'm the one who chose the path earlier, so no matter what, i'm gonna rush ahead since studying earlier than other friends can be a good thing coz that means i'm gonna graduate earlier than them..but for everything that has happen in the last 17 years, i thank my friends, whether schoolmates or churchmates, from the bottom of my heart. ^^