It has been a long time...

i mean since i updated my blog..i was actually thinking of deleting this blog cause it seems to be bothering me..but later think that just leave it there wouldn't be of any harm..and now that i'm writing is because that i'm too bored since my school havent start yet..so, just a little summary of my KL-Melbourne-Adelaide trip:

it was fun..a little commotion arise but not a big deal..and in the end, it's still a trip..have to enjoy yourself..so, i'm still satisfied with it..haha..but after walking around melbourne city for so many days being in that cold weather, everyday it's around 19 degree celcius, my feet are cracking, even now they havent recover yet..so painful, kelian me..haha..

if you would like to see my melbourne picture, you should go my facebook..but there's only one picture though, cause i doesn't want anyone to spot me in photos, i hate photos very very much, so try and spot me if you can..haha =P

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leaving Miri:
1)i wonder how's my mood? not being depress but not really feeling happy or anything..anyhow i'm going with my family members..just that someone disappoint me..i never think that "they" will ever wish me luck or anything..but not even a goodbye is way too much

2)however, i guess i should be satisfy..i have my friends with me, friends that have been with me through thick and thin..friends that i expected(school buddies) and not expected(jilly, kim and aunty and uncle lu)..and basically, i'm quite shock..i've known yu ling for 5 years only..but apparently she sent me a message just now, wishing me luck and everything..it's quite touching you know..anyway, for yu ling's knowledge, i never regret to have her as my first friend in st.co

3)i dont really know what's gonna happen next..friends saying that i'm glad to have everything planned ahead..yeah, i'm glad too..but somehow, planning too far ahead is not my personality(since if i planned everything ahead, i get nervous easily), like planning on working, schools, food, clothes, living places and everything..if possible, i dont want to use even my sis' money, so what's actually gonna be ahead of me, i really dont know, so then should i be glad that i planned everything? but not everything that has been planned will go smoothly according to my plan, so what's gonna happen next?

4)my luggages' a big problem to me, packed fully since my sis has the experience and i bring everything needed in one go..so my luggages really give me a headache, just by thinking which one fit into which luggage annoys me (and that's actually the reason why i wouldn't want to pack my luggages earlier)..it's annoying..i prefer to have the headache once-go then to drag my headache day to day..haha


anyway, i dont plan on giving up since i'm the one who chose the path earlier, so no matter what, i'm gonna rush ahead since studying earlier than other friends can be a good thing coz that means i'm gonna graduate earlier than them..but for everything that has happen in the last 17 years, i thank my friends, whether schoolmates or churchmates, from the bottom of my heart. ^^

Have To Work REALLY REALLY Hard..haiz

haha..i was just surfing the net since i baru finish one chapter of bio..and might as well relax a bit before going on..haiz..the first trial's going to start..or probably mock exam? i'm not sure but since if in this exam, i can get good results then maybe i can use it as my result for universities applications..so..okkae larh..that means i have 2 chance of trying..but both need to try hard cant let the chance go away..my sis says that australia universities are quite hard to apply..so i'm starting to get really really stress..haha

Phew~

omg..today is sooo busy..my legs are very very tired now..so sad..and i think i get some slight sunburn when i never expected it...my face is really red that my sis thought that i cried for nothing..crazy her..but then it's quite a big success in today's event..our school never had this kind of event and being the first time doing such a thing..it's really good already..and since this year would be my last year, it's really fun to at least have the least experience on being a part of this kind of event before leaving..it's kinda cool..but when the kids are pushing around, i nearly scolded them..same to wan wei too..and since i have always hated crowded places..i really dont like it when everyone is pushing around through their own ways..haha

Holiday is EXTREMELY BORING!~!~!

omg..i cant stand holiday life..it's really boring..too bad i'm soo busy watching all my dramas and animes last week..and as a result..i'm bored to death this week..and the worst thing is that i cant help myself to study eventhough i intend to do so...and eventhough this week i might have more activities to do..like church and my car learning, i still have plenty of time..and i'm the type of person who rather sit and do nothing rather than to force myself to do something which i'm not in mood to do it..and that makes my holidays boring..but anyway..150+ more days..i could relax for quite a long time and have some fun before i start to study again..but 150+ more days is not a short period of time..cant really play or do anything..and this year, i do realise something that is that computer is actually of no use for me since i dont play games..all i do is watch animes and download animes..=.=" and that makes my holidays more boring again..=.=" haiz...

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now i baru realised without transport it's really frustrating..one day without transport and all my plans get messed up..now i'm not even sure whether i can go tuition or not later..and not even church..all have to depend on others..have to solve this and that problem..problem on me going school..problem on picking up my sister after her chess competition...and i mean..i cant even solve mine now..yet i have to solve other problems..early morning in the first day of holiday..i have think sooo hard to solve everything within a few minutes..now things are probably getting solve but still in progress since i dont know whether the planning can be carried out properly or not...but if can i dont think i'm going tuition..things are getting messed up and i dont want to bother the others for my own problems..=.="..hopefully the following days of my holiday will turn out to be fine..i cant manage all these stress everyday..=.="

BINGO!!~!

yaye~ exam finally end lerh..wah..tired larh..so stress..but actually this time i'm not that hardworking..haha..hopefully the result still turn out to be okkae larh...anyway..i'm gonna have 2 weeks' holiday..cool..haha..yaye~~~holiday holiday~~