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leaving Miri:
1)i wonder how's my mood? not being depress but not really feeling happy or anything..anyhow i'm going with my family members..just that someone disappoint me..i never think that "they" will ever wish me luck or anything..but not even a goodbye is way too much

2)however, i guess i should be satisfy..i have my friends with me, friends that have been with me through thick and thin..friends that i expected(school buddies) and not expected(jilly, kim and aunty and uncle lu)..and basically, i'm quite shock..i've known yu ling for 5 years only..but apparently she sent me a message just now, wishing me luck and everything..it's quite touching you know..anyway, for yu ling's knowledge, i never regret to have her as my first friend in st.co

3)i dont really know what's gonna happen next..friends saying that i'm glad to have everything planned ahead..yeah, i'm glad too..but somehow, planning too far ahead is not my personality(since if i planned everything ahead, i get nervous easily), like planning on working, schools, food, clothes, living places and everything..if possible, i dont want to use even my sis' money, so what's actually gonna be ahead of me, i really dont know, so then should i be glad that i planned everything? but not everything that has been planned will go smoothly according to my plan, so what's gonna happen next?

4)my luggages' a big problem to me, packed fully since my sis has the experience and i bring everything needed in one go..so my luggages really give me a headache, just by thinking which one fit into which luggage annoys me (and that's actually the reason why i wouldn't want to pack my luggages earlier)..it's annoying..i prefer to have the headache once-go then to drag my headache day to day..haha


anyway, i dont plan on giving up since i'm the one who chose the path earlier, so no matter what, i'm gonna rush ahead since studying earlier than other friends can be a good thing coz that means i'm gonna graduate earlier than them..but for everything that has happen in the last 17 years, i thank my friends, whether schoolmates or churchmates, from the bottom of my heart. ^^

Have To Work REALLY REALLY Hard..haiz

haha..i was just surfing the net since i baru finish one chapter of bio..and might as well relax a bit before going on..haiz..the first trial's going to start..or probably mock exam? i'm not sure but since if in this exam, i can get good results then maybe i can use it as my result for universities applications..so..okkae larh..that means i have 2 chance of trying..but both need to try hard cant let the chance go away..my sis says that australia universities are quite hard to apply..so i'm starting to get really really stress..haha

Phew~

omg..today is sooo busy..my legs are very very tired now..so sad..and i think i get some slight sunburn when i never expected it...my face is really red that my sis thought that i cried for nothing..crazy her..but then it's quite a big success in today's event..our school never had this kind of event and being the first time doing such a thing..it's really good already..and since this year would be my last year, it's really fun to at least have the least experience on being a part of this kind of event before leaving..it's kinda cool..but when the kids are pushing around, i nearly scolded them..same to wan wei too..and since i have always hated crowded places..i really dont like it when everyone is pushing around through their own ways..haha

Holiday is EXTREMELY BORING!~!~!

omg..i cant stand holiday life..it's really boring..too bad i'm soo busy watching all my dramas and animes last week..and as a result..i'm bored to death this week..and the worst thing is that i cant help myself to study eventhough i intend to do so...and eventhough this week i might have more activities to do..like church and my car learning, i still have plenty of time..and i'm the type of person who rather sit and do nothing rather than to force myself to do something which i'm not in mood to do it..and that makes my holidays boring..but anyway..150+ more days..i could relax for quite a long time and have some fun before i start to study again..but 150+ more days is not a short period of time..cant really play or do anything..and this year, i do realise something that is that computer is actually of no use for me since i dont play games..all i do is watch animes and download animes..=.=" and that makes my holidays more boring again..=.=" haiz...

=.="

now i baru realised without transport it's really frustrating..one day without transport and all my plans get messed up..now i'm not even sure whether i can go tuition or not later..and not even church..all have to depend on others..have to solve this and that problem..problem on me going school..problem on picking up my sister after her chess competition...and i mean..i cant even solve mine now..yet i have to solve other problems..early morning in the first day of holiday..i have think sooo hard to solve everything within a few minutes..now things are probably getting solve but still in progress since i dont know whether the planning can be carried out properly or not...but if can i dont think i'm going tuition..things are getting messed up and i dont want to bother the others for my own problems..=.="..hopefully the following days of my holiday will turn out to be fine..i cant manage all these stress everyday..=.="

BINGO!!~!

yaye~ exam finally end lerh..wah..tired larh..so stress..but actually this time i'm not that hardworking..haha..hopefully the result still turn out to be okkae larh...anyway..i'm gonna have 2 weeks' holiday..cool..haha..yaye~~~holiday holiday~~

^^

one more week to go..to be accurate, it's 5 more days left..i'm soo happy by just thinking about it..up until now i dont have much plans for my holiday..hrm..probably can increase the number of my car learning..haha..i cant pull the handbreak properly anyway..but this week i did something amazing..thursday i had my sejarah test..but i cant finish studying on wednesday..so..in the end..i decided to wake up early..i went to sleep around 8:30+ and fell asleep around 9+..then i sleep till 12 midnight and woke up to study..and around 5..i managed to read all the sejarah important notes and cramp all my morale values into my brain..after that, i went to sleep again since i have nothing to do..but the most amazing thing is that..i felt soo fresh that i cant even feel such freshness on today..that's why it's amazing..though i had enough sleep for today..and i dont understand why..but today..i sat for my bm and english essay paper and it is really frustrating..i dont like the essay i wrote for english..if the time is available..i would prefer to re-write the whole thing..=.=" gosh...i never wrote something like that ever at school..and yet it's for school semester 1 exam..it's all the teachers fault for reducing the time..now i realised how much 15 minutes make a difference...=.="

Stressful Days - 206

206 days left..=.=" it's a lot!!! i'll die before the day comes..=.="
now life is filled with exams and books everyday..soo stressful

2009 SPM Timetable

it's out..though not confirmed yet..i asked miss pui and she said..if they really change it, there wouldn't be big difference too..

http://www.moe.gov.my/lpm/files/spm/JadualWaktuSPM2009Pin1-5Feb2009.pdf

What A Day!! =)

haha..today i went for the engine practical and i got to drive a car to learn about all the basics..and it's really fun and stupid..stupid things happen to me all day..haha..here's a conversation when i just started to drive and the trainer teach me about the basics:

trainer: what's this? (pointing to the gear)
me: handbreak =.=" (stupid enough..my friend cant stop laughing)
trainer: handbreak your head arh..this is gear larh..now, show me where's the wiper
me: where is it?
trainer: ... here (pointing..and i can see sweat behind him..=.="

okkae..then i drive at the place for once:

trainer: okkae..let go out
me: HUH??!?!!?

then, we went out..and my car stop for around 3-4 times:

trainer: i told you soo many times..dont let go your clutch immediately!!
me: o..(and i repeated the same mistake again)
trainer: if you want to fail, you can go and have your test now =.="
and i just smile nia..cant help it..i dont have any sense of direction..eventhough i was driving around my residental area..i still have no idea at all..=.="
but it's really fun..haha..hopefully next time can at least dont repeat the same mistake again coz before i stop the engine, the trainer ask me whether i have problems or not..and i said okkae eh..and he told me that he doesn't want to see the same mistake liao..=.="

then afternoon, a surprise that my dad brought us to marrybrown to have lunch..and since it has been a really long time that i ate that much..i nearly puke..=.=" and then just now at parkson, i saw ung kah huat..amazing to see him there..at first..i dont even recognise..i just knew that he looks familiar..but forgot his name..then after thinking for quite a long time, i remembered..one of the campers in my group in life game..haha

anyway..today is really a fun day..tremendously fun =)

Annoying!!

haiz..3 more weeks to go without me knowing it..and now..the people around me really make me feel stressed..that's why my mood is not that good this morning..and it's extra annoying when someone took the calendar out and calculated the time remaining..3 weeks can really be a rush since i calculated that i only have 24 hours free for one week, excluding my sleeping time, tuition and school..and i havent counted those time that i needed to bath and eat..=.=" so that means that i only have 72 hours left rather than 3 weeks..such tragedy...=.="

Happy Birthday!!

it seems like there's a lot of posting on birthday on april..anyway..today..the main character is wong jiunn sheng and wish him happy birthday..

the main thing is the present..haha..very stupid..me myself was quite shocked when they told me the plan..haha

anyway,

happy birthday!!

Happy Birthday!!

haha..baa-chan is nopw same age as me liao..at last..then twi cannot insult me for being old liao..haha..

anyway,

Happy 17th Birthday

Baa-chan!!!

Personality Test

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Life Game

it was really fun. a very fun experience. i actually intend to put up some photos but i guess my camera ran out of battery. and i cant expose anything about the camp since everything that happens in it was confidential and as a volunteer worker for the camp, i wouldn't want to spoil the rules. all i can say is that it is very fun. the campers dont even regret going eventhough some of the campers complaint in the first day. it was a nice experience. even better than last 2 years when i'm a camper for the camp. and i get to know a lot of people in the camps. i get to know the other volunteer workers, the co-member of the camp and a lot of the other campers. it was really fun. my sister say that it was because i'm a worker this time and that's why i think it's super fun. but still all i can say is it's fun. after the camps, me and some of my friends from my church went to have our dinner. and everyone was soo happy when we're talking about the camps. I'll miss it so much. since this year will most probably be my last year in miri, i dont think i'll have another chance tojoin the camp as a volunteer worker. and that is the saddest thing.

Today's Schedule

haha..today i went to listen to the law thing..so boring larh..i was sitting there doing nothing for around 7 hours..and the worst thing is that i didn't even get to talk..and i can feel that my mouth stink liao..haha..but it's still quite fun lurh..i met some friends but not in the same room as me..that's why didn't talk..one is my ex-schoolmate..now in riam..though i also saw him in tuition this year..another one is my friend's friend..i also know her in tuition..haha..and the happiest thing is to see keen~ a friend in my ex-tuition, e.m. ..haha..never think that i can still see him around after e.m. closed down..miri is soo small..but i just saw him after the whole thing ended..and it was around 2+ and i didn't get to talk much to him also..haiya..after not talking for one whole day..i wanted to talk..but i got a tuition to attend..that's why didn't talk much..orh..and there's another thing..i think i saw amanda liew at boulevard yesterday..she saw me and gave me a reaction that she didn't really recognise me but the same thing went to me..i didn't recognise her also..i just knew that her face is quite familiar..anyway..after quitting sri mawar for 8 years..i only remember her to have a cute baby face..so cant really recognised..my sis told me that she's amanda liew and i tried to msg her but somehow i think the number is not updated..she didn't reply me..omg..miri is sooo small..i never expected to see her anywhere since she just came back from scotland..haha..

haha

yaye..exam finish for this week..the maths test postponed to monday..^^..and friday, there's this farewell for st.co principal at school..so there's no school..but not everyone compulsory to go..however i'm one of those that have to go..=.="..anyway..currently, there's a chess competition held at lopeng tengah and some of my friends participate in it..for today..there's 2 round..michelle won 1 and loss 1..haha..anyway..congrats to her and wish everyone luck..GOOD LUCK!! (but it's better not depending on luck but skills ^^)

Exam Week~

this week is really a busy week..and here i listed down all my exams that i'll be sitting for this week..hoping that someone would pray for me eventhough this exam is only a very minor one, which only consists of 30% out of my berkala:
monday- morale, english oral
tuesday- chemistry
wednesday- physics
thursday- mathematics
friday- (i guess non)

pray pray ^^ thanks

Life Game 2009

this year life game has started their registration..who want to join..please pass in your name and registration fee quickly because there is a limit for the participants..the fee now is RM 80..but this fee is only for participants who pay early..after certain date, which is 14 of february, the fee will rise to RM 130. this camp is just like a game and it's quite fun..it's actually about life and it's good for teenagers, especially those who doesn't really know how to choose their future path. the rule is that you cannot join it again, which means that those who have join it before cannot join it again. this time the camp spot is at kampung sukan (which is near the tennis court). it's on march between the mid term holiday, but i forget when is the actual date. it's a great camp and a recommended one.

Sibu Trip Pics ^^

my cousins..cute cute cousins starting from left: eldest to youngest

me and my sis and my cousins..at sibu
again ^^

cousin and me

the two younger cousins and me and my sis

these are sago worms..taken in kanowit, sibu..they can be eaten raw..believe?
me and my younger sister

Brunei's Trip

these are some of the pics we took at brunei when we went to fetch my sister's flight:

this is brunei symbol..a kettle..i guess

this is our breakfast at brunei

our lunch at escapade...brunei dollar 50 bucks..quite a lot..^^

this is the biggest and the most grand hotel at brunei..a 6/7 star hotel..big and nice ^^

this is the view taken from the highest floor of the hotel

this is outside of the hotel..i'm looking somewhere else because i dont know my brother is taking a picture..=.="

4 girls' hands behind a pillar..highest:my younger sis', second: my elder sis', third:my hands, last:my mum's

this is our dinner..at miri of course..and by this..the one day trip to brunei..has ended..haha